I am Afraid

I used to be afraid because I didn't have companions.
I used to be afraid because I didn't fit in.
I used to be afraid because I couldn't see tomorrow.
I used to be afraid because I wasn't beautiful.
Never enough for you.

I'm afraid that I'm losing my soul mates.
I'm afraid that I'm fading into conformity.
I'm afraid that I won't be here tomorrow.
I'm afraid because no-one sees my beauty.
Least of all, you.

I'm afraid that I'll never be loved.
I'm afraid that I'm not going anywhere.
I'm afraid that tomorrow I'll be nothing.
I'm afraid that I'll never be beautiful.
I never was, to you.